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Tonight's Poet Corner: Anxiety Attack

Anxiety Attack by Belinda Roddie My breath feels sticky, like thick, unyielding medicine served to me in a copper spoon - cold, yet warm at the same time. It chills my throat, but it heats up my head with dying stars. Maybe I should lie down for a bit - stop imagining running away, packing a suitcase full of stories that meant something to me before, but now feel so damn heavy beneath black canvas. Once my head stops spinning, I'll take a walk, feel the breeze, try to remember that they can't take everything away from me. Not if I steal a boat and claim the ocean as my kingdom. Not if I head to the mountains and build a cabin out of old dreams. Not if I bury my face into my pillow and wash the fabric with my tears and screams.

Today's OneWord: Pan

"Got myself a hunk of meat," sang Anna coarsely as she swayed her hips against her frayed apron. "Put it in a pan. Gonna spice it up and then eat it like a man!" This was her beloved "I'm A Carnivore" song, one she had made up as a teen, and one she continually brought up whenever we prepared our own steak dinners. I loved it; my father was annoyed by it.