Tonight's Poet Corner: Introspection

I'm not going to lie: I'm scared.

I'm scared of a lot of things these days. I'm scared of my words being taken out of context. I'm scared of being falsely accused of something I didn't do. I'm scared that my attempts at showing compassion and caring will backfire tremendously, and every good intention I have is misinterpreted. I'm scared that I'll be ostracized from society. I'm scared I will never make anyone happy.

I'm scared that I'm not enough.

I hate being scared.

But I have to keep going.

I have to remind myself of how capable I am. I have to remember that I have students who appreciate me, family who appreciates me, loved ones who appreciate me. Loved ones who will protect me from harm and support me no matter what hostility is cast my way. I have to remember how much I have to offer the small world around me.

I tried to remember this week, when my students presented their performance poems to the class and to me one on one. All the incredible stories and bravery I saw was inspiring.

I wish things were better. But all I can do is push forward.

To new beginnings. To fresh starts. But most importantly, to carrying on.

Thank you for being there in the meantime.

Have a great night and a great weekend, everyone.